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Untitled - 2003-12-03 18:56:00

December 03, 2003 at 06:56 PM | categories: Uncategorized

Today was, again, tiring.

I think I'm just a tired person.

Narutaru proves to be sufficiently ... different ... when sober, yet still interesting. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet.

Had not one, but TWO Confrontations With Authority, today. Neither at work.

I have issues with authority, namely, I hate to be on the bad side of any authority I respect. It just kills me. So when a peer, or someone who's superior to me in whichever group I'm currently a part of (and online, there are many) criticizes me, I always emotionally beat myself up over it.

Even if they didn't mean it, and they don't have any issues with me, or what I've done ... just that whole tone of, "By the way, what you did and what we expected to get done were two different things," just makes me feel like I'm some kind of monumental screw up.

Bleah.

Maybe in a few days, the old pride will heal up, and I can limp back into #ecb and #topseekrit once more.

But I hate that feeling.

Especially when the person who's communicating to you never made it clear what they expected the first time around.

Now, as Leo has suggested, I'm gonna aim for eight hours of sleep.

Eight.

Mmm. Sleepriffic!